"When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too...."

These days

I think only this song of Avril Lavigne can represent my feeling

It's not my first time to separate with you

In fact,

since you are gone last month

I've been depressed

I thought I could overcome this

I thought busy life could help me forget the feeling of lost

Actually...

My mind continues being empty

I don't have any energy...!

I hate myself to be like this

Coz this is not me

I am supposed to laugh loudly

I should go shopping and have fun with friends

but

why now...I feel down...really down!!

so I couldn't feel any vivid life around me

Damn!

It's not so good!

I have to cheer up!!

You told me that I am not alone coz you are in my heart

and I am in yours,too.

In fact,

I know just because we always have great time when we are together

that's why it makes me miss you more and more 

Well...

Cheer up,vivi!!!!

I can do it~~!!!